two hearts as one <3

2009-12-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

*Because of you* [After School]

I... still... can't... get over you
I never forget...
Boy I never forget.... boy

Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can't erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

"Why did you leave me behind? Why did I have to face the pain alone?"
i guess, nobody would understand how I feel, deep inside.

& to those who love to spread rumours,
which are totally untrue,
i'll leave you.
retribution will find you, 1 day.
i won't dirty my hands with those filthy words and thoughts of yours.

because my conscience is clear,
i know, clearly, what's going on.

okay enough of ranting above.

yayy here's the translation for after school because of you! [:
Justina's been really obsessed with after school recently!

After School's a 7-girl korean girl band
Members:
Gahee/Kahi [Leader, Lead Vocalist, Lead Rapper]
Jung-Ah [Main Vocalist]
Raina [2nd Main Vocalist, Rapper]
Uee [Vocalist]
Nana [Vocalist]
Bekah [ Main Rapper, Sub-Vocalist]
Joo-yeon [Vocalist]

TA-DA! :D
haha i really REALLY love RAINA! :D
RAINA & NANA are the 2 new members [:
HAHA NANA is the maknae of after school now!
similarity, yes no? (xD some 306 friends would understand]

somehow I really love this song, and the lyrics are so..
the lyrics just remind me of alot of stuff which have happened this year
]:
the only difference is this song is meant for a guy,
the lyrics, they, have a different meaning to me.

okay, just a short post

i don't really know what to post here,
anyway, how I really feel about alot of stuff,
it's all in the private blog.
feel so comfortable posting there,
because it's only me, and me.

i believe in you, that you won't ignore me
again or anymore.
i trust you.

2009-12-04T14:43:00.006+08:00

yay! finally have time to blog! =)
okay Justina was back like A WEEK AND A DAY AGO!
from shanghai! =)
GCP 2009 :D
Tier 3 Shanghai: 12th November 2009 - 26th November 2009 ♥
shall post a few pictures here first!
more photos to come! (if i'm free)

Justina visited!
SHANGHAI JINYUAN SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL!
上海晋元高级中学！

and she stayed in the hostel in room 718!(:

With fellow roommates Natalie & Eileen!
from left to right: Natalie, Justina, Eileen! (:

she was posted to class 102!(:
高一（二）班!

Okay next!
Justina absolutely absolutely loves all her friends!
1st! MY FELLOW FELLOW BUDDY WHOM I SAT NEXT TO!
周迎春！=）
OH OH & SHE'S FROM TIBET! ^^

mm next!
班长！张韵婕！

written by me! ^^

mmm then we have the oh-so-beautiful 班花！=D
her name is 陈翡！
in my opinion, she looks more like a taiwanese to me!
oh! & she has a boyfriend xD tsk!

okay! crazy girl!
the crazy girl who kissed me on my cheek & ..... *ah-hem*
she's called 王璐！
another pretty & cute one! & she's really noisy! xD

Chemistry rep! 刘洁！

Natalie's buddy! 彦霖！（yan4 lin2) (:

Grace's buddy!

Cheryl's buddy!

Sher-Yin's buddy!

the 5 singaporeans! (:

The super tall girl!
倩倩！(that's what I call her!)

class photo!
the guys at the back are .... kinda siao la!

next few are all group photos!(:

then a few pictures of their classroom!

and my table! LOL!

my table used to be feifei's table, I didn't have a chance to take a pic with feifei!
but thank you feifei for switching seats so that I could sit with my buddy! (:

At the start of the trip, I'd never imagine myself leaving RELUCTANTLY.

on the evening of 25th november, the whole group of us (all the girls) walked together to zi xi, to their classroom.
then outside their classroom, we just hugged one another and i found myself crying. =X
gah, i always cry.
hug all of them 1 by 1, cry cry non-stop
ahaha and we all turned lesbians x) for a while, kissing one another's cheek (:
Nat & I walked back to the hostel together, both of us crying together =S

more new moon & eclipse! =)

2009-09-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

justina the fan-girl is here again! =D
more updates on NEW MOON & ECLIPSE! =D

NEW NEW TRAILER COMING OUR WAY SOON!
longer version will PREMIERE during the MTV Video Music Awards on Sunday!
OMG SUNDAY'S THE DAY OF THE ITALIAN GRAND PRIX RACE TOO!
WHOOOOOOOOO! =D

here's what you can expect to see in the new trailer:
Felix fighting Edward
– Edward being thrown about the lair two or three times.
– Bella begging them to not hurt him
- Edward leaving Bella in the woods (more dialogue than we’ve already heard)
– Bella in the woods
– Bella in despair in her room
– Bella confronting the pack, Paul morphing in to a wolf in front of Bella
– Bella and Jacob with Jacob’s “I would never hurt you” line
- Bella on the bike seeing Edward and falling over.
– Edward vision in the school parking lot with voiceover from Bella saying it’s the only way she can see him
– Bella and Jessica walking with Jessica saying “so you’re an adrenaline junkie now”
- Bella on the cliff diving into the water. Bella in the water seeing Edward
– Jacob rescuing her and asking why she did that
- Alice appearing and telling Bella that Edward is going to kill himself
– Jacob trying to stop Bella from leaving to stop Edward
– Shot of the Porsche in the countryside, and Bella and Alice in the car
– Volterra and the parade
- Shirtless Edward
– Bella running to stop him in the fountain
– Jane saying something like ‘this may hurt a little’

now!
interview with Peter Facinelli!
justina's gorgeous vampire doctor cum daddy CARLISLE CULLEN! =)
MTV: We’ve been asking your co-stars to give us their favorite “New Moon” line in character. Can you do yours?

Facinelli: Oh, wow. Now I have to reach back a whole year and try to remember my lines from a year ago, when I can barely remember my lines the day of. … OK, here we go: “Like everything else in life, I just had to decide what to do with what I was given.” That’s a line that Carlisle says.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! :D

NEW MOON VIDEOS!

Twilight Weekly: Spotlight | Movie Trailers

enjoy enjoy! =)

sneak preview of soundtrack by Death Cab for Cutie!
the song's called Meet Me on the Equinox!
sounds okay so far(:

quotes from Eclipse!
I’ll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

I don’t know how to phrase this properly. It’s going to sound cruel, I suppose. But I’ve come too close to losing you in the past. I know what it feels like to think I have. I am not going to tolerate anything dangerous.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse
I’ll be fighting for her, too. You should know that. I’m not taking anything for granted, and I’ll be fighting twice as hard as you will.
-Edward Cullen, EclipseIf I had found you, there isn’t a doubt in my mind how I would have proceeded. I was that boy, who would have — as soon as I discovered that you were what I was looking for — gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for eternity, even when the word didn’t have quite the same connotations.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

AWWWW JUSTINA IS RUNNING OUT OF PATIENCE!
SHE CAN'T CAN'T WAIT TO SEE NEW MOON & ECLIPSE!
& CAN WE HAVE NEWS ON BREAKING DAWN PLEASE??
I WANNA SEE RENESMEE.
D:

mmmm okay people!
while the pictures are uploading!
here's the websites JUSTINA HAS TO VISIT EVERYDAYYY!
http://www.newmoonmovie.org
http://www.eclipsemovie.org
http://twilightmoviefan.blogspot.com

the blog one has GORGEOUS POSTERS OF NEW MOON!
GO CHECK IT OUT!
TOTALLY COOL! :D

LOVE THESE FEW POSTERS ESPECIALLY!
reminds me of the time where I went to the Sky Garden at Jin Yi's house!
the scenery's really beautiful and yeah I still hang on to my statement Jin Yi & Emily (:

~~justina said: "Jin ah, jumping down from your Sky Garden is a really good way for me to leave. staring at the beautiful scenery before I die."~~

oh wells. =X

Rosalie!
not very pretty though =X

THIS IS A NEW MOON MAZE!
IT'S REAL!
IT'S FREAKING COOL!

Kellan Lutz & Peter Facinelli HEAD TO YOGA!
OMG JUSTINA'S 2 HOT GUYS! :D
BUT WHERE'S JASPER? D:

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
ALICE'S YELLOW PORSCHE!
love alice (:

ahhhhh i guess this is my favourite couple (:
always so sweet & loving! =D

okay i've gotta run!
byebye!

but deep down,
I know
FOA will never be the same
without you.
I miss you.
Really I do.
crumbling, I can't take it anymore.

2009-09-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

apparently something went wrong when i embed the song from immem =X
imeem sucks =/

so here's the full song (:
really hope ppl who read my blog will listen to the song
cos I ASSURE YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH HARU HARU
LIKE ME!

really love this piano version
brings out this feeling of sadness and uhhh how do I describe it? =X
just listen & you'll know why I love it so much & why I'm so addicted (:

loves! <3

haru haru.
♥

2009-09-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

rah. blogger's screwed AGAIN.
RAH.
haha okay actually I don't know what I want to post about.
as usual, whatever comes into my mind, I'll type it out here (:

okay first, i love jinyi's house! (:
really love the design and everything, and the sky garden too!
hahaha love the scenery! (:
and actually thinking about it,
it's a good way to die too.
you fall as you watch the beautiful scenery (:
>.<

next!
ahhhh justina has been reading www.newmoonmovie.org and www.eclipsemovie.org
EVERY DAY! (:
check out these LOVELY pictures of new moon!

Presenting to you: ARO of the volturi!
he looks
okay ._.
no comment.

CAIUS! ZOMG HE LOOKS DAMN CREEPY =(
omg omg scary =X

MARCUS! he looks
OLD! xD

ALEC! <33
OMG OMG ALEC'S DAMN HOT LA! (:
when I read new moon, I was expecting alec to be not-so-hot and DEMETRI TO BE LIKE OH-SO-ULTRA-SUPER-DUPER HOT
BUT WHY IS IT THE OTHER WAY ROUND?! =(
ALEC!!! :D

Demetri with Alice! (:
why isn't demetri as hot as i expected him to be? =(
*disappointed*
oh wells, ALEC! <3

JANE!
acted by Dakota Fanning (:
oh my Jane is like SUPER PRETTY!
but as a vampire, she looks
creepy? ._.
& she's sooooo young!
our age (if i didnt rmb wrongly)
zomg so preeeeeeeeeeeety!

TA-DA!
THE VOLTURI (:

TA-DA!
Bella & Jacob!
oh my jacob looks soooooooooo hot in this pic =X
i can't wait for new moon
i know this sounds PERVO and WRONG
but I WANT TO SEE TAYLOR LAUTNER'S GORGEOUS CHEST MUSCLES!
OH MY GOD
WHEN HE MORPHS FROM HUMAN TO WEREWOLF
THE CHEST MUSCLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
*GRINS LIKE SIAO*
HAHHA XD
i'm not supposed to be team jacob!
neither am i team edward!

hmmmm so what am I?
*ponders*
AIYO OF COURSE TEAM CARLISLE LA!
JUSTINA IS LIKE SUPER LOYAL TO CARLISLE! <3
HE'S MY CUTE CUTE VAMPY DADDY C! (:

SEEE! isn't Carlisle like OMG SO HOT?!
*justina faints from Carlisle's hotness*

*regains consciousness*
XD

OH
& JUSTINA'S
TEAM JASPER TOO! (:

JACKSON RATHBONE IS LIKE OMGGGGGGGGG SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE xD
i love his smileeeeeee and everything (:

& recently I've become
TEAM EMMETT! (:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE the strong vampire! (:
Kelan Lutz
or is it Kellan Lutz? ><
HE'S LIKE
AHHHHHHHHH SO HOT TOO (:

YAY!
so in conclusion, Justina is a 100% VAMPIRE SUPPORTER (:
aka the CULLEN supporter (:
me love alice too! (:

AND OF COURSE!
CANNOT FORGET THE 2 MAIN CHARACTERS!

they're about to kiss! (:

wheeeeeeee and just now in school
was stoning in class after I did my work
then
OMG THAT GUY WALKED PAST OUR CLASS
YOU KNOW
THAT ANG-MOH GUY
WHO ACTS IN OKTO
AND CHANNEL 5'S FIRST CLASS
YES YES HIM!
THEN I WAS LIKE: HUISHAN! THERE'S AN ACTOR IN OUR SCHOOL!
HUISHAN: OMG REALLY? LET'S GO STALK HIM!
*JUSTINA HUISHAN RUNS OUT OF CLASS AND FOLLOWS THE GUY*
HAHAHAHA OMG DAMN HILARIOUS
then these 2 sec1s walk up to us: excuse me, is that the guy who acts in first class?
then i'm like YES YES YES YES YES!!!!
AHAHAHA OMG
TOO BAD WE DIDNT STALK HIM ALL THE WAY
he went inside the audi =(

OH WELLS
SHALL ASK NAT YEO TO STALK FOR ME (:
COS SHE'S PERFORMING FOR NANYANG GLITTERS!
HEEES!
NANYANG GLITTERS LOOKS GOOD
I WANT TO WATCH =X
BUT WHY TICKET SO EXPEN$IVE?!
=(

okay okay, back to work justina! (:
bye!

2009-08-28T20:22:00.001+08:00

Never Had A Dream Come True- S Club 7

Ooh... Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

A part of me will always be with you...

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"Paparazzi" Lady Gaga
We are the crowd
We're cuh-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastic, oh

Leather and jeans
Garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights'
Cause you know that baby I-

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your-
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you know I'm starting between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry - purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is Cherry Pie
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good, We're dancing in the studio
Stop-stopped, That shit on the radio
Don't stop, for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

YAY! 2 nice songs! (:
mmm what should I say?
been a busy week I guess?
blogger is finally okay! (:
okay I shall post on the SUPER-INTERESTING STUFF that happened on monday (:

Apparently, during class contact time, we had to fill in this sexuality education survey form thing thing.
then there was this part on "What are the chances of you contracting HIV/AIDS in your lifetime?"
There were 5 options ranging from very likely to very unlikely
emily: *reads out question* my answer is very unlikely!
*takes her pen*
*circles very LIKELY*
HAHAHA OMG SO AMUSING
then jinyi was like: "EH EMILY YOU CIRCLE VERY LIKELY!"
xingying: "HAHAHA EMILY SCANDALOUS AH, SEXUALLY ACTIVE"

Response from everyone around: Laugh non-stop for a few minutes
if you don't get the humour, forget it (:
it's the kind of "you-had-to-be-there-then-you-can-laugh" kind of thing (:

jap presentation on monday was ALL SMILES! =)
mmm next CCA on tuesday!
what should I say?
nothing much I guess?
just normal stuff HAHA

wednesday!
*ponders* *I don't have a good memory*
uh forget it. HAHA
OH me watched singapore idol (gave in to the temptation from the teevee)
why is Rachel Gan out? =(
me likes her. =/

okay next
thursday
ahhh pretty eventful day for me I guess?
And a few other ppl?
mmm yeap after math remedial
was just hanging around in class

& I cried.
twice.
within a short span of 15-20 minutes?
cried terribly.
HARDLY.
i wasn't tearing or sobbing, i was BAWLING like some baby
okay 1st time:
*i started crying*
nat came over: "OMG WHAT HAPPEN WHY YOU CRY?"
huishan, nicole, kheng wee, becky comes over
"AHHHHH WHY YOU CRY?"
"LET'S HOLD HANDS IN A CIRCLE AND GO HIGH!"
*does the above action*
nicole cheng:" wo lao le (I'm old) I need to sit."
*sits down on a chair*
*Justina laughs*
HAHA (:

thank you nicole, my GAY! =)

2nd time:
*bursts out in tears*
emily: OMG OMG OMG AHHHH WHO GOT TISSUE WHO GOT TISSUE?
kheng wee & becky: ALAMAK! NO TISSUE! hurry up stand up! hug her!
*emily stands up*
*cried on emily's shoulder =/*
ahhhhhh emily nu er I'm so sorry I dont know what happened to me, I think i just went sot diao and bawled like a baby
and sorry I was grabbing your shirt really hard, I think I crumpled it =X
I think that's the longest I've cried in front of emily
and the 2nd time I've cried on her shoulder >.<

thursday was a tearful day for justina =(
okay after all the crying episodes, headed for CCA with SWOLLEN EYES and RED FACE
ah =(
okay CCA was good
had the teacher's day "party"
hahaa whacko was good (:
guess my mental state of mind was really not good on thursday,
whenever got ppl scream my name, I'd start screaming and slapping the person behind me
and i forgot the person behind me is a sec1 junior =(
ahhh sorry I slapped your leg so hard! =(

okay wait, let me go shower first, and come back and blog some more
HAHA =D

*afk*
back! (:

okay umm okay today! (:
ehhh we had a very amusing PCCG lesson in the auditorium (:
the talk on sexuality education la!
sat next to Jo Ling!
couldn't stop laughing,
she always laughs when she hears the word CONDOM!
when she laughs, everyone looks at her and I will laugh too
HAHA
and the videos are pretty amusing also actually!
watched Emma in L.A
then math was urgh
=(
recess was AHHHH =(
i don't know if what I've done is correct
I don't know if as a senior, should I have gone to that extent for my juniors
& I don't know why I even did that
even though I know that doing that, would deprive me of recess time (no food)
and just tire me out totally
sigh =(
okay recess, went to photocopying shop to photocopy the NUS Exam Form for juniors
And gah
went on a tour of the classroom block i should say! (:
went to ALMOST every single class and distributed the forms
because of the staggered recess thing, it's the sec1s & 2s lesson time when I am distributing
Seriously I wonder at times, do they even appreciate what I'm doing?
what I received was black faces?
stern looks?
not a single thank you? (sad to say, esp from a particular batch)
the only person who made me feel like what I've done is worth it, I guess is probably Jing Yi =)
I was standing outisde her classroom, asked her classmate to call her
then she gave me this super huge smile and waved the OK sign at me!
and when I passed her the form, she was like: THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH! with a huge smile (:
that really brightened my day up (:
Jin Yi says I'm a good senior
am I?
I know I could have just asked all of them to come to 306 and get the forms from me but something told me that I should go the extra mile
sigh. =(

okay this post is getting really long
shall end off with this really sweet thing that someone said to me (:

and, to be happy, the heart must be strong,
and you must believe in who you are
as thong wei-lyn justina,
and that there is nothing wrong with you
so long you believe in whatever you do is right and not illegal,
and heck care those who think differently of you.
don't cry.
crying is good,
but if you keep crying, you will only cause yourself to be more confused than ever.
just stick to believing who you are.
and if you really cannot stop your woes,
just remember you woes are my woes,
i certainly do not understand how you feel,
but i do feel sad when you are down.
please stay strong.
within your heart.
don't let others control your life.
please remember that good friends are like stars
you may not always see them
but you must always know that they are there for you.

I really really count my blessings that I am able to meet such a wonderful person in my life (:
This person never gives up on me, who's always there for me, and never fails to bring a smile to my face. =)
those words really touched me (yeah I almost cried because I was sooo gan dong)

*Justina feels loved.*

I know who's behind those rumours
deep down, I am really affected by those rumours.
but I am trying really hard to ignore those rumours.
but at times, it gets so tiring I just really want to give up.

to people who don't know who she really is, please do not pass comments/remarks about her
because YOU DON'T KNOW HER.
you don't know who she truly is, you don't know her character/personality etc.
if you think you're so smart, then go apply your smartness to your academics
don't draw conclusions about her just because of what you hear/see
what your eyes see, what your ears hear, may not always be the truth.
if passing those remarks & hurting someone else's feelings, turning someone's life upside down makes you happy,
then i'd say:
"you're a person who leads a sad life, you're a sadist.
you derive pleasure from other people's sadness.
I pity you, you have nothing else better to do."

=)

2009-08-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Craig David - Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

yay! justina is currently addicted to this song (:
jezamine was listening to it in class today! (:

okay, what shall I say?
busy week? >.<
thursday was a school declared holiday!(:
but oh wells, I didn't really get much of a rest. >.<
out the entire day doing jap project, but at least I managed to do something PRODUCTIVE and get my darn part memorised
me doesn't like memorising stuff T.T
my brain hurts =(
anyway! JELLYFISH UMBRELLA PEOPLE!
LET'S JIAYOUS FOR OUR PRESENTATION ON MONDAY! :D
WHOOOOOOOO!
jap project can get pretty fun, if you have really NICE groupmates like YUKA, TANIA & KAHMUN!(:

HAHA okay YUKA GOH!
i must thank you alot!
HAHA you have made Justina Thong do something for the 1st time in her life!
WHEEE!
Actually it's not really a big thing =.=
but oh wells, it's my first time doing something!
which means I tried something new!
=D

School today!
wheeeee we surprised nicole cheng in class!
yingyue baked her a cake & we brought the cake into class!
306 sang birthday song for her (:
yay happy birthday my GAY!
hahaha =D
dont always be so emo okay nicole!
your GAY is always here for you! (:
loves loves loves! <333
yupp then physics LAB!
I LOVE MY NEW LAB PARTNER!
NICOLE CHENG!! =)
HAHA DOING PRAC WITH HER IS SUPER FUN!
then chem spa =X
okay not so bad after all! =)
*digress*
talking on MSN with natalie now!
she just says that I look like a turtle!
because of my neck!
HAHAH SO AMUSING OMG
I LOOK LIKE A TURTLE
HAHAHAH THAT'S THE 1ST TIME ANYBODY SAID THIS TO ME
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA *Can't stop laughing*
back to the topic!
after chem SPA!
recess!
then ehhh
Bio!
FREE PERIOD WHOOOOOOOOOO!
played tap tap revenge with nat, jolene & tricia!
kena trashed by all 3 of them =(
RAH =(
then chinese!
SIA presentation! =O
*so embarassing*
*imitates AUNTY LUCY*
AHAHAHAHAHA
yay now so many ppl watch paris & milan!
it's something which makes me laugh =X
emily, nat & I all love auntie lucy!
LUCY!
LOVE THE NAME!
because it's the name of my soft toy!(:
you know!
LUCY VAN PELT!
From PEANUTS! (comic strip)
FYI, peanuts is the comic strip which features Charlie Brown, Snoopy and friends (:
sadly, Lucy is the mean & bossy girl =X
but I couldn't resist her cuteness and bought the soft toy in end 2007!
=D
then Lunch!
lunch was fun!(:
natalie tied my hair for me!
2 french plaits!
WHEEE
I LOVE IT :D
hui shan looks super cute! =)
L.A was soc sem for the first few index no. ppl of the class
evaluated emily (:
didn't really understand the content =X
was damn sleepy >.<
then after school!
HAHA
got back IH =(
oh wells
kinda expected
but still
the sadness is inevitable
then cleaniness check!
whoa we got A! (:
jinyi & I screamed like mad!
haha
then went to do math written task with jinyi!
SUPER FUN! =D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
TEACHER'S FITNESS TEST
HAHAHAHA OMG SO AMUSING!
YAY! SO FUN SO FUN! =D
then yupp went home!
cheong-ed jap e-learning!(:
wahhhhhhh weekend is =(
mug like siao
ARGH.
ME HATES THIS YEAR EOY SCHEDULE.
SO F-ING LATE.
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO PRAC GUZHENG FOR GZ EXAM
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SLACK =(
RAHHHH.
sleepy >.<
shall sleep earlier tonight!(:

okay!
byebye!

feels like insomnia.
yeah totally.
hate this feeling inside me =(
so confusing, everything all mashed up.
=(

2009-08-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

AS USUAL
JUSTINA LOVES THE TWILIGHT SAGA!
JUSTINA LOVES CARLISLE CULLEN!

JUSTINA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO NEW MOON!
JUSTINA IS SUPER EXCITED TO SEE HOW THE VOLTURI WOULD TURN OUT!(:

IT LOOKS GOOD! =D

anything & everything.

2009-08-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

woah, it's been ages since I've blogged.
Got loads of stuff to blog about, since LOADS of stuff have been happening.
oh wells =X
my thoughts are all MASHED together in my brain, so Yeap everything is RANDOM.
whatever POKS into my mind, I'll just POK it here =)

okay, most recent stuff!
CCA today! =)
hahaha okay CCA today was not-very-productive.
I MEMORISED BEN CHI! :D WHAHAHAHAHA! I hope that when CCA is suspended for EOYs, I don't lose touch of it. =X
took me so much effort and determination to sit down there and practise ben chi seriously, and chuck it inside my brain!
I have decided to DAO DAO yu er gao. anyways, it isn't my exam song =X
focus on jiang jun ling and ben chi justina!
GO GO GO GUZHENG EXAM 2009! :D
BUS RIDE HOME WITH JOELLE TODAY WAS ALL SMILES!!! =)
hahahah joelle! it's been so long since we LAUGHED like that on the bus!
talked about many stuff with joelle (:
it feels REALLY good to talk to joelle, it's so heartwarming!
MWHAHA JOELLE LIM I LOVE YOU! =)
xD

shall blog about my day too! =)
since it's still SHIN SEN (it's jap for fresh!) in my brain! =)
reached school, then HAHA I BEGGED KHENG WEE to switch places with me!
literally begged kheng wee, I was like: PLEASEEEEEEEEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE KHENG WEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE
hahaha after about 1-2 minutes, kheng wee gave in! =)
sitting next to nat nat & jezamine now!
not really next to, thanks to the H1N1 Social Distancing shit. =/
but oh wells, sitting alone is good too (:
allows me to like FOCUS properly, and daydream without people realising i'm daydreaming! HA!
L.A was urghhh BORING, haha but group discussion was fun! (:
Math was pure HAHA I SHALL QUOTE JING YING "WEHHHHHHHHHHHHH" HAHHA JINGYING'S SOUND EFFECTS OF VOMITTING.
seriously, math can make me puke. GETTING BACK MATH BLOCK TEST PAPER TMRW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DIE AH DIE
sure die one! I can pass I very happy alread loh!
don't expect anything from this blocks at all =X
then mmm P.E
sighh, aiya, I don't know what happened to me today.
it's the first time I've like cursed consecutively don't know how many tiems in a row.
I swear I said "fuck sia!" for at least 10 times or more loh
rah, the words "fuck sia!" just came out of my mouth =X
everytime I caught the ball, I was like FUCK SIA!
RAH =X
BUT SERIOUSLY LA!
WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?
you really think you're that NUA, you're that gentle, and feeble and weak and stuff?
come on la!
YOU'RE NOT!
and stop blaming others okay!
please loh, you said she threw the ball with so much strength, come on la! she's from a sports CCA which involves a racquet, what do you expect?
obviously she has so much strength!
BESIDES EVERYONE USED THAT AMOUNT OF STRENGTH TOO LA
zomg
totally fuck-ed up.
RAH,
heck about the vulgarities already la!
damn pissed off!
GRR.
okay skip next! recess, IH!
ehhh IH was going through skills of reliability, quite okay la (:
hahaha funny!
chinese lesson, got back chinese results ZOMG, DROP BY 1 MARK
BUT I'M DAMN HAPPY I PASSED LA!
WHOO HOO! :D
nat & me have the same marks! =)
we didn't get the paper, we only saw the marksheet =/
oh wells, pass can already la!=)
next!
lunch, chem practical!
AHHH I SWEAR I HATE TITRATION LA!
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS =X
somemore today I do halfway I GOT RASH ON MY HAND.
BLOODY HELL.
I SWEAR I'M ALLERGIC TO SOME SHIT CHEMICAL THERE.
PFFT.
my titration results are BULLSHIT LA
always off from the rest by ALOT ALOT.
I'm so dead for Chem Spa already la!
RAH =(

ehhh that's it for my day! (:

next!
outing with Junqi on friday after NDP celebrations in school!=)
changed, walked down to another bus stop, took 174 to orchard, went to ion to see what it's like!
ion is BORING =(
all branded stuff la! see see only! cannot buy!
went to cinileisure! (:
ate lunch at PASTA MANIA! =)
then we decided to leave ORCHARD FOR GOOD, ZOMG BOMBARDED WITH NANYANG AND HWA CHONG LA
then junqi was like: I don't want to see some people.
I was like: I also don't want to see some people.
then we both decided to have lunch and run away!
HAHA
MET LI HAN, YI XUAN & JO LING! =)
MET JIN YI!
HAHA JINYI WAS SMILING SO WIDELY! :D
yay mafia it's glad meeting you there too!
saw huishan walking around too!(:
met lixian! :D
lixian's smile makes my day! =)
hahaha okay so we headed to BUGIS! =)
walked around, FOUND THAT GORGEOUS SHOP WHICH SELLS KIMONOS!
MWAHAHAH, I'M SO GOING TO GET A KIMONO! =D
shall beg mummy!
then we went to take neoprints!
then af ter taking, we walked around, and decided to take neoprints again!
cos we wanted to take CARD!(:
but the CARD machine was taken up, so we decided to take ANOTHER STICKER ONE.
HAHA.
total took 3 times of neoprints!
wheee neo's are fun! (:
walked some more, then we went to the new shopping centre next to bugis street!
I forgot the name =X
is it iluma?
._.
can't rmb la!
but it's so cool!
and it's damn lame!
junqi and I walked up this escalator
then I was like: WYH THE ESCALATOR SO LONG AH?
then I saw the 2nd floor PASS BY ME
THEN I LOOKED UP AND REALISE THIS ESCALATOR TAKES YOU FROM THE 1ST TO 4TH FLOOR
HAHAHA SO COOL RIGHT!
yes! walked around, found some really cute shops which sells really cute stuff! =D
I'm so going back there one day! (:
then we went up to the HUGE ARCADE! =)
then I walked in, then this guy working there stared at me, then he asked me (pointing to my shirt) got school logo?
WHAT THE HELL
MY SHIRT SO BIG DOWN THERE PUT OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE
YOU BLIND AH?!
YES LA YES LA! I GO STUDY AT PULAU UBIN EVERY DAY!
LEARN HOW TO PITCH TENT, COOK IN THE OUTDOORS!
PFFFT
stupid leh!
explored more, then went home! =)

National Day Outing on Sunday!
with SHANNON, JOLENE, JIANING, JUNQI! =)
wahahahha, I thought I was late!
cos I walked to the bus stop, 190 came, BUT IT WAS SO F-ING FULL I COULDN'T BOARD.
so I was like: SHIT I'M GONNA BE LATE.
DIE!
then thankfully anothe 190 came!
so I heck-ed cared and decided to be a KIASU SINGAPOREAN
CHEONG RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE DOORS
I WAS LIKE: I AM SO BOARDING THIS BUS! I'M NOT GONNA BE LATE!
then FINALLY! boarded
I sms-ed jolene telling her I might be late
and I got this: ALAMAK! I WORSE LA! I WAKE UP AT 9.30 LAH!
HAHAH
THEN I REALISED
THAT I'M THE EARLISET NOW
cos I reached, then I called jianing
and she told me the 3 of them were waiting at khatib for jolene
HA
so I WALKED AROUND CINILEISURE
3 TIMES
UP AND DOWN
ADMIRING ALL THE SHOPS
WHICH WERE CLOSED!
=.=
the only things open were: cinema, Burger King, Subway, and this beads shop, and the arcade.
even KFC wasn't open.
ZOMG.
haha
oh koufu was open.
the korean shop below was open.
the donuts shop was open too.
BUT THAT'S ALL.
the rest are
CLOSED!
I got damn tired, sat down outside the arcade there, touched up my make up XD
then I stoned there loh
decided to go check movie timings, took me so long totype everything into my phone!
then sent to jianing! (:
FINALLY they came!
then watched UP! :D
UP ROCKS!!
it;s so simple & sweet!
I cried like
a few times =X
so touching
but laugh so much also
Shannon's laughter
MAKES ME LAUGH
HAHA
hearing shannon laugh, makes me laugh!
today in class also!
HAHA :D
then went to play arcade!
HAHA
DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!
4 of us (Shannon jolene jianing me)
we each took 2 steps
HAHA
it was so SLOW
ZOMG
then later we played the drums thing!
JOLENE WENT HIGH!
like some siao za bo like that!
whack here, whack that
HAHA
and I conclude I suck at all this kind of DDR, Drums thing :D
cos my rhythm sucks! =)
I always HIT before the thing comes!
HAHA
ehhhhh took neos 2 times in the arcade!
so cheap!
$6 only!
but you need the stupid timezone card
RAH
HAHA
neoprint was damn funny!
jolene made me laugh like mad
okay went to eat lunch!
BBQ CHICKEN!
HAHA 2nd time I'm eating this!
had loads of fun over lunch, JOLENE WAS HELPING ME DROP MY EYEDROPS
I didn't dare to do it, so she helped me
AND SHE DO SO FAST
she was like" OKAY 1, 2, 3 *DROP*
and her 1,2,3 is super fast!
I wasn't even prepared!
then got 1 time I closed my eyes
then she was like AIYO WHY YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES!
HAHA
she's damn funny
then tried to do for shannon!
shannon didn't dare to open her eyes!
damn funny!
HAHA
had really good talk over lunch! (:
HAHA
then we walked to ION
cos shannon they all want to see
hahaha in the end, walk abit only,
then shannon and jolene left
jianing and junqi bought bubble tea
went outisde there to sit and CAMWHORE :D
it's been ages since I last camwhored with jianing!
miss that feeling so much! =)
*zi-lian*
XD
ehhh met mummy at somerset MRT!
they brought me to orchard central to eat!
I LOVE HEAVEN'S LOFT! (it's a restaurant!)
HAHA
I BOUGHT THIS DAMN NICE BEN & JERRY'S BLUE WATERBOTTLE
AHHHH I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!
but it's so expensive! =(
then later, bought 3 hairbands!
BLACK, PINK, BLUE! =)
RETAIL THERAPY WORKS !
MY mood improved!
HAHA
then went home
WATCHED SINGAPORE IDOL
HAHAHA
LAUGH MY HEAD OFF
"I want to be the next avril lavigne."
WHAT THE SHIT, I CAN SING BETTER THAN YOU.
AND YOU CAN'T EVEN PRONOUNCE AVRIL LAVIGNE'S NAME PROPERLY
gross
the supposedy ah-lian person
WHO KEPT TELLING THEM I'M NOT AH-LIAN
HAHA
SHE'S VERY PRETTY!
AND SHE SINGS WELL! =)
HAHA
the stupid OUCH OUCH GUY
is damn gross la
he KNELT on the floor
ZOMG
then the stupid guy from hell!
WAH LAU GO AND DIE LA THAT ONE!
seriously nothing to do then go on national tv embarass yourself!
the baby alreay crying ilke hell, you still go and RAHHH to the baby, make him cry louder
BULLSHIT LA
you can't even sing!
GROSS.
this time round, the ladies sang better (:

HAHA AND YES YES YES!
I FINISH WATCHING MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI!
MWAHAHA
KHENG WEE IS DAMN JEALOUS I BET!
RUAN JING TIAN! :D
he's damn hot! =)
AND THE SHOW ROCKS!
the ending is DAMN FUNNY
I LOVE EPISODE 23 & 24!
HAHAHH ZOMG IT'S HILARIOUS!
OH EMILY JUST SIGNED IN!
HAHAH
yay!
LOL
RANDOM(:

okayy what else!
OH YEAH DEDICATIONS! =)
my post is SUPER LONG BUT WHO CARES LA
okay
names names names!

1) YU HUI ANGEL! =)
yay YU HUI ANGEL I LOVE YOU TO BITS & PIECES! =)
HAHA seriously, thanks for being my emotional support all this while, always giving me advice and telling me to not give up (:
and of course for being my messenger >.<
xiexie ni yu hui! <3

2) SHU HUI! =D
whahah I still rmb you once told me and Joelle, if you had a hamster, you would call it HAMMIE!
so cute! XD
YAY so sorry shu hui, disappointed you with my actions >.<
promise I won't do it again (:
thanks so much shu hui! <3

3) Emily emily emily nu er!
hhahah my daughter!
my dear dear daughter!
MOM really loves you alot!
Mom really doesn't know what she'll do without you!
emily! I'm really thankful to always have you around, within my reach!
HAHA
though I haven't hugged you for quite a while *AH-HEM*
but thanks for letting me rant on MSN
AND ALWAYS SAYING NICE STUFF WHICH I WANT TO HEAR
THOUGH VERY VERY RELUCTANTLY *AH-HEM*
HAHA
I really don't regret meeting you emily (:
mom loves you! <3

4) Jin Yi Jin Yi Jin Yi!
MAFIA MAFIA MAFIA!
what will I do without you also!
you make me laugh everyday, especially your facial expressions when people call you JING YI
OR CHINYEE.
HAHAHA
amusing!
yes yes IT'S JIN YI!
JIN3!
HAHA!
always there with your funny jokes, YOU MAKE EVERYTHING FUNNY! =)

5) S AND J!
SHANNON AND JOLENE!
EXPELLIAMUS! (this is for JOLENE ONG!)
hahaha
the 2 of you, what will I do without you two?
I SAY THAT TO EVERYONE HAHA
jolene, you make jokes out of EVERYTHING!
shannon! YOUR FOREVER CONTAGIOUS LAUGHTER! =)
and of course, I can really tell both of you ANYTHING & EVERYTHING! =)
AHAHA YAY!
thanks so much yeah! <33

rahhh, my post is getting too long le la
must stop!
HAHA
before I go, shall post lyrics of a song! (:

When She Loved Me by Sarah McLachlan

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.

it's from Toy Story 2 (:
nono, it's not lesbian!
it's actually this cowgirl toy, she's called Jesse.
and her owner is called Emily.
HAHA I KNOW THE NAMES ARE TOO COINCIDENTAL!
and Jesse is singing to Emily, telling Emily how much she misses her, and how Emily used to play with her.
because now Emily has grown up, and doesn't play with cowgirls, she plays with barbie dolls and make-up sets. =(
sigh, really learnt to treasure what you have! (:

and for those people out there WHO STILL THINK I AM LESBIAN
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
you should see how I scream over Tae Yang/Dae Sung/Ruan Jing Tian!
and you'll be convinced i'm not lesbian (:

I found this quote on youtube
on someone's comment
really touching! (:

"Losing 1 friend, hurts more than 100 break-ups"
yeah (:
friends are so true to us, so dear to our hearts, so close to us
=)

I should be happy that I 曾经拥有过！=)
YAYY! =)

OKAY justina shall stop here!
shall find a way to embed the song into my blog!
getting sick of Lala's Lullaby =X

Justina recently got addicted to weird songs.
She's addicted to:
Lady Gaga
Maxism something, some piano guy! who's damn pro!
K-POP
BOND! <3
OMG BOND IS THE LOVE! <33
WHEE
MUST EMBED THE SARAH MCLACHLAN SONG HERE!
HAHAHA
OKAY BYEBYE! <3
LOVES TO ALL!

dedications (:

2009-07-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

RAH. WHY IS THE FONT LIKE THIS?
WHY CAN'T I CHANGE THE FONT?
RAHHHHHHHHHH.
okay nvm shall LIVE WITH IT.
I decided that this post shall entirely be about dedications to people (:
people includes: friends, seniors, juniors, etc etc (:
(P.S the ppl are in no order, whoever comes into my mind, I'll write! =) )
whaha and I shall keep everybody anonymous. (:
& I don't care if they are obvious. If you are smart, you'll know who I'm talking about.
If you're not, don't come bugging me asking who the hell am I referring to.

Person #1) hello (: haha somehow you're the 1st person who came to my mind, because your words were so so so encouraging and they really made me snap back into reality. Communicating with you via writing is really really fun and yeah, I can really tell you EVERYTHING. because I trust you (: YAY!
all the best kay! I'm VERY SURE you'll get into NYSC =)

Person #2) hello (: mmm, what should I say? OH, BIG BIG THANK YOU FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT & beliving in me! & giving me the confidence that I would not screw up this year (actually I already screwed up) for elections. What happened last year really hurt me a lot and I was so tempted to drop out of elections this year. but ah thank you for telling me non-stop that everything will turn out okay, and never giving up on me! & of course for giving me the chance to prove myself that I am capable =)

Person #3) hello (: wah, I guess you're the person whom I really really trust alot. ah everything I need to tell you I've told you via our letters. esp these few weeks when I really became like a crazy person, emo-ing every single day, being super super negative about things and myself >.< but thank you so much for tolerating all my shitty nonsense, always let me bother you at night, even when you're busy with work, & always RELUCTANTLY (XD) giving me the hugs I always asked you for. whee, ILY! <3

Person #4) hello (: haha you multi-purpose radio! (I think only I call you that) gee. Time flies. But I feel as though I've known you for a long time =/ mmm, talking to you in school, just hanging out with you, makes my day (: all the long long MSN convos we've had as psychologists (HAHA! XD) really makes me happy cos I can pour everything out and I know you agree with me most of the time! (: so sorry for making you worry about me in school, when I refused to listen to you and gave stupid reasons for my behaviour. thank you partner-in-work! (:

Person #5) hello (: *EXPELLIAMUS!* zomgg this makes it damn obvious but who cares! sitting with you, is REALLY GREAT! cos you really BRING LAUGHTER TO MY DAY. you make me laugh in every lesson, you make me laugh with stupid things you say and do. I think my life span has increased by a lot ever since I've sat with you, thanks to all the laughter. I LOVE LAUGHING WITH YOU UNTIL MY STOMACH ACHES! (: & seriously, accept the fact la: DRACO MALFOY'S HOTTER =)

Person #6) hello (: heh. it's been quite a while ever since we both talked, talking to you again is (:
thank you for telling me the reason behind your actions (: I don't know why I find myself doing the same thing you did, but ah I've stopped (:

Person #7) hello (: whahaha, the person who made me cry on the phone 3/4 times just by telling me stuff ._. YOU ARE VERY INSPIRING :D mmm thanks for being my messenger >.< and hmmmm, for ehhh telling me how I should appreciate what I have right now (:

Person #8)hello. I don't know why I decided not to put a smiley face next to your hello. Because I have mixed emotions about you. At times, I really enjoy your company. At times, you really hurt me until I hate you so much. I don't like being taken for granted. You give me lots of empty promises that you'll always be there, but your actions contradict your words all the time. Can't you be more sensitive to your surroundings? I don't like being left out, I don't like being pangseh-ed, I HATE IT. so spare a thought for MY feelings. You may enjoy HER company a lot, but I don't. I feel super uncomfortable around her, that's why I choose to just be alone and not go in the first place.

Person #9) hello (: whahaha you are like my emo-partner! LOL! I realised that both of us are always super emo, but we can go super high too (: sorry if I was really creepy in class last friday with my sudden highness during recess, laughing to myself and going around scaring people with my SCARY highness. ._.

Person #10) hello <3 whahaha I put a <3 next to your hello okay! mmm, what should I say? sorry I've disappointed you with my actions, I promise I'll stop. & ii have! (: mmm, you're my punchbag, really reliable punchbag, awww punchbag I really love you! =) HAHA! thanks for all the hugs! don't be too emo also okay? I don't like to see you sad =(

Person #11) hello <3 & (:. LOL i have no idea why I put both a (: and <3 next to your hello. hmmm I don't know what went wrong, but you are dao-ing my sms-es for about 1 week plus already. I admit I was REALLY REALLY SAD for a few days, but ah I got over it. but I guess I shall really go away and not disturb you anymore. ah but thank you so much for the company during that 1 month =)

O.O ii wrote okay quite a lot. rah, I shall not dedicate anymore. shall blog about my GREAT DAY :D on saturday instead (:

SATURDAY 25TH JULY 2009 :D
woke up, got ready to go out, met junqi at yishun bus interchange! =)
AHHA :D it's been so long since I went to yishun!
walked around, finally settled on lunch! ^^
ate at this BBQ CHICKEN place! Student meal $7.90 WHAHA
in the end, each of us paid $10.24 =.=
stupid service charge & GST.
but actually cos we ordered additional soup :D
HAHA
WHAHAHA lunch was good (:
then we went to buy the froggie for shannon =)
took bus to mediacorp!
saw kahmun, then we decided that we shall write a jia-you note to shannon!
in the end, it is just 1/4 of an a4 size paper, with JIA-YOU (in chinese) shannon =)
written in orange zig marker =.=
AHHH SHANNON LOOKS DAMN CUTE LA! =)
sat with Junqi, Kah Mun & Victoria and Ms Goh at the top row (:
II GOT TO WAVE THE NANYANG FLAG MWAHAHAHAHAHA
IT'S DAMN FUN LA ZOMGGGGGGGGGGG
but damn heavy =.=
it's quite lame in the studio
the guy told us: OKAY! WE ARE GOING TO RECORD YOUR APPLAUSE! SO II NEED THE ENERGY HIGH!
THEN HE MADE US CLAP FOR 3 MINUTES!
3 WHOLE MINUTES
HAND PAIN AH!
then ah II HAD TO WAVE THE FLAG FOR 3 WHOLE MINUTES
can you believe it? ZOMG =.=
ahhhh but I love waving the flag (:
it's dammn FUN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay I conclude that I am too high over being able to wave the flag :D
me don't like NUS High ppl ._.
me don't like NUS High supporters ._.
but who cares about flipping NUS!
NANYANG DID WELL YEAH! =)
yayy shannon i'm so proud of you! =)
hahahah shannon, really hope you like the frog okay!! =)
okay, It's time I get back to my jap compo!
BYEBYE!
(yay this is a long post!)

<3,
JUSTINA! =)

2009-07-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

hello.
sigh. =(

justina doesn't know what's gone wrong with her.
everyday she tells herself: It's a new day. Everything's gonna get better, everything will turn out fine.
but yet, she still is super emo.
over everything.
=(
rah.

thank you Jin Yi mafia for the long convo that night on msn. (:
thank you Emily, for always letting me rant. & for all the words of encouragement and advice.
even though at times emily, you sound really fierce and like you're scolding me =/
but ii dont mind (:
thanks emily! (:

why are you not replying my sms-es?
Are you angry with me?
Why are you dao-ing me?
Okay, if you are angry with me, then just tell me.
And i'll shut up and stop irritating you.
But I hate waiting and waiting for the sms to come.
Everytime I get an sms, I pray so hard it's from you.
And I always end up getting disappointed.
Don't leave me hanging, without an answer.

2009-07-11T12:45:00.006+08:00

~~week 2 has passed.~~
~~justina still isn't back on track.~~
~~justina is feeling really really tired.~~
~~justina is feeling really really angry.~~
~~justina is feeling really really hurt.~~
~~justina is feeling really really confused.~~
~~justina is feeling really really damn f-ing sad.~~
~~justina feels like an idiot.~~
~~justina feels like a fool.~~
~~justina doesn't know what's wrong with her.~~
~~justina, you're nothing more than a IRRITATING BITCH.~~

~~imy alot alot dear.♥~~
~~I don't know why I got so worried. >.<~~

~~Rihanna: Te Amo~~
wow. I can totally relate to this song.
~~hate the f-ing gossips going round.~~
~~but still, dear, te amo. ♥~~

THANK YOU EMILY FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE! =)
(the emily sentence isn't supposed to be striked out, something went wrong.)

2009-07-06T14:25:00.001+08:00

It would be nice if we could put away and throw out
everything except what really mattered, but
reality is just cruel.

In such times,
I see you laughing
whenever I close my eyes.

Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will
have to stay with me without fail.

People are all sad, so
they go and forget, but--

For that which I should love,
For that which gives me love, I will do what I can.

Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got hurt, didn't we?

Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will
have to stay with me without fail.

Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got there in the end.

YAY! =)
Translated lyrics for Dearest by Ayumi Hamasaki
randomly scrolling through the favourites from my old com, then I found this song!
& now I can't stop listening to it!
=)

RAH. The renovation's damn noisy!
I can't do my work in peace.
RAH.

2009-07-03T20:22:00.003+08:00

~~the suicidal thoughts are all coming back.~~
~~the emo-ness, the tears, everything.~~
~~I don't wanna live anymore.~~

2009-07-03T16:30:00.001+08:00

~~fuck.~~

why postpone Festival of Arts?

RAH.

Justina is damn pissed off & sad.

2009-07-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

Why do I even bother greeting you when I come home?
In your eyes, I'm nothing.
JUST A PILE OF SHIT.
no
i'm not even fit to be that.
i'm just NOTHING.
JUST INVISIBLE TO YOU.
you talk to me with such a sarcarstic voice
you make up your own stories,
you threaten me

justina is feeling really tired from everything, & it's only the 3rd day of school.
justina is really pissed off with rabbit. & she doesn't know why.
justina is feeling really really hurt by everything.
justina really feels like an idiot.
justina feels worthless.
but all justina knows how to do is cry.
FOA, 11th July 2009 (Saturday).
justina is really looking forward to FOA.

~~justina loves operation starvation. <3~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANING! =)

2009-06-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

27th June 2009! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JIANING!
You'll always be my beautiful coutryside woman! (MEI GUO REN! XD)

couldn't sleep the night before, no idea why.
woke up way before my alarm rang.
rah. and i thought i was late! cos ii took a little too long to do the housework in the kitchen!
haahhaha i was reaching woodlands bus interchange then amanda called me!
and told me the timing is changed to 10.45 =.=
so ii stoned outside the MRT station and waited for YUKA GOH! (:
then ii spotted claire O.O
hahahah first time see her wear until like that, quite surprised.
yuka came, went to bus interchange to pick ROSANNE CHONG up.
then shannon came!
then she say ii wear until ii want to go paktor with my boyfriend!
then JUNQI came! hahahaa she wore this super nice dress with black tights!really really pretty!
then rosanne also wore something like me!
AHAHAHA

then shannon was like: I see justina wear until like that, my mouth open.
I see Junqi, my mouth open bigger.
I see Rosanne, my mouth drop.

HAHAHAH DAMN CUTE LA SHANNON!
then we went walk walk inside causeway point!
met amanda & jolene, headed to jianing's house!
HAHAHA OMG II HATE THE BUS DRIVER RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STUPID LA, TURN UNTIL SO CRAZY, II FELL ONTO JOLENE & AMANDA!
AND I'M REALLY AMANDA II STEPPED ONTO YOUR TOES WITH MY HEELS!
REALLY REALLY SORRY!
jianing's house & condo is NICE!

yeah but damn ULU

hahahaha so we wre like stoning at the secret place, then we went down, the guard call us to go lobby and wait, then bla blablabla more stoning!
FINALLY!
entered jianing's house!
cheonged into the kitchen!
lighted all the candles!
and jianing DISCOVERED us O.O
hahahaha cos she said she saw shadows moving!
hahaha so we sang the birthday song for the brithday girl!
ate cake, fruits.
jianing's sister's damn cute la!
then her parents treated us to NIHON MURA HIGH TEA BUFFET (:
WHEEEEEEEEEEE ME LOVE NIHON MURA(:
hahahaa then later we wre like PLAYING AROUND WITH OUR FOOD, super funny & lame la!
then talk talk talk, eat eat eat

THEN

HAHAHA

II TOLD SHANNON THE SAKURA STORY!
then ii told the story, then shannon's experessions were damn funny!
then ii totally didn't expect to be able to scare shannon!
HA RUIQI! II SCARED SOMEONE LIKE SHANNON!
omg la of all people SHANNON, ii was expecting to scare JUNQI!

hahahaha poor shannon, she shout until damn loudly in the restaurant

and her face was damn cute!
and there ii was laughing my head off

XD

then told yuka the story
reaction: SHE STONE, AND STARE AT ME

RAHHHHHH

FAILED.

then told jolene, jianing & junqi WTH LA

TOTALLY FAILED

THEY LAUGH AT EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE

and ii ended up laughing more than telling the story

then later we went to AMK for KBOX!
hahahahaha it's super super super fun!
it's like we stepped inside the room, then we sat down
then don't know why we were laughing like crazy, then the guy was trying to explain the food & drinks stuff to us.
but we just laugh laugh laugh, and he stare at us
then he said: okay, can you all calm down & let me explain?
our reaction: burst out laughing even louder

hahaha then he was like: 1 drink.
then ii was like: AH?! 1 DRINK 6 PEOPLE SHARE?!
(yes ii know it's damn dumb of me)
hahahaha then we ordered our drinks & food! ^^
then we sang sang sang
WAHAHAH II REQUESTED FOR THE FIRST SONG
LOVE STORY BY TAYLOR SWIFT (:
love that song la!
hahahaha then we ended up singing damn weird songs like A LI LANG SHAN PO!
and XI SHUA SHUA
and LIANG ZHI LAO HU
WTHHHH
but it was damn FUN!
II COULD HAVE ENJOYED MYSELF BETTER, WITHOUT THE IRRITATING TOE CRAMPS
the 2nd toe of my right feet CRAMPED UP LIKE HELL
it just totally pointed downwards

DAMN PAINFUL!
then ii was like: HALF SINGING, HALF MASSAGING MY TOE
stupid stupid toe cramp
rahhhhhhhhhh
I left at 7 =(
reached home at 8+
sent daddy tothe airport, POOF! i'm here blogging!
tmrw is SUNDAY! last day of holidays!
basically I'm done with my work, except IH & Physics SIA.
rah ii hate SIAs ii swear.
but tmrw shall be spent organising my stuff + packing my file, bag, and MUGGING FOR JAP QUIZ (should be done within 30 minutes)
mmm okay!
I shall go do my stuff now!
TOTALLY ENJOYED TODAY TO BITS! =)
今天，再次体会到了熟悉，温暖的感觉！<3

2009-06-24T16:01:00.002+08:00

rah. I can't embed this super nice youtube video here!
It's by this guy called Jon Schmidt!
He plays piano, while his friend, Steven Sharp Nelson, plays cello.
They put Love Story (Taylor Swift) and Viva La Vida (Coldplay) together!
No singing, just music by piano & cello (:
It's damn nice!
EVEN EMILY SAYS IT'S NICE (:
found this video by accident, cos it was on yanpern korh's msn name (:
then ii went to click just for fun!
thanks korh! =)
& thanks korh for always msn-ing me to ask if i'm okay! (:

mmm okay I think I am pretty screwed for all the SIAs!
Finished:
L.A SIA, Bio SIA, Chemistry SIA, Chinese SIA (Individual)
Unfinished:
IH SIA (Ms Wong hasnt even returned my group's proposal!!)
Physics SIA (talk about it after Festival of Arts la!)
Math SIA (in the process of doing)
Chinese SIA (project work) (in the process of doing)

RAH, I AM FREAKING SCREWED!
and my bio clock is screwed too!
keep waking up at 1pm nowadays!
it's not that I want to wake up so late!
I slept all the way through the night, then I woke up and realised it's already 1pm!
WTF!
CCA cancelled for the week, mmm should ii be happy or sad?
both ii guess >.< happy =" more">
sad = lesser time to prac guzheng, especially exam pieces, my JIANG JUN LING is f-ing screwed, okay my MO LIFEN FANG also equally screwed
but FOA is coming! AND II CAN'T WAIT! =)
hees!
got loads of reasons why i'm looking forward to FOA!
1) SYF SONGS! <3>
II WANT THE GAN JUE FOR SYF SONGS BACKKKKKKKKK!
nygz! <3
SYF 09- GWH :D
monday during cca was super funny! laoshi asked us to go through SYF songs once before she dismissed us, then she was like: eh all the bass guzheng just use normal guzheng first la! super funny! chongmin and hui ting couldn't stop laughing! and they played so many things 1 octave higher! Joelle's solo was 2 octaves higher I think! zomggg so funny and since they use normal guzheng, the sound was damn loud for the da jiang tsunami part! and I was surrounded by part 3s ZOMG!! RUTH SAT NEXT TO ME FOR CCA ON MONDAY =) cos she's in part 2 for yao zu! RUTH RUTH RUTH! my sexy triplet! <3>
Justina: Ruth! you never bring your bow, how you play da gui?
Ruth: aiya! nevermind la! I just repeatedly play the last string!
HAHAH SHE'S DAMN CUTE!
yao zu's pretty okay (: cos i like the song!
Yu Ge & Xian Hua Wu are ZOMGGGG ii can play!
but it sounds damn wrong! and ii don't like both songs! >.<
II MISS SYF SONGS!!!
and i'm pretty bored sitting in my current position, with the other RQ next to me (she's damn blur I can't stand it!)
BUT CHOO IS SITTING NEXT TO ME! =)
and mabel's now behind me! ^^
at least I have chongmin in the same part as me!
with her going crazy over BOSCO WONG! hahahahaha!

even though DA JIANG practically drains the energy out of my right hand & I have no more energy for da gui after da jiang, but oh well!
II WANT THE TINGLING SENSATION BACK!

I love NYGZ SYF 2009! =)

after cca, went to KAP with JOELLE! =)
zomg joelle's super hilarious la (:
I miss all my bubble tea sessions with Joelle!!
JOELLE, can't wait to take bus with you again after cca days!
and together with SENIORS JIA YIN & YU XUAN! =)
the nygz 67 gang!
hahahahha =D
mmm took bus back to school after lunch to study & WAIT FOR SOMEBODY! XD
hahahaha but okay it was pretty effective, the study session alone in the library (:
managed to do my BIO SIA! ^^
finally finished it!
darn the stem cells!

&& ruiqi sent me home all the way (:
yayy! =)
ruiqi's damn funny please, at hillview there I told her it's like damn troublesome if you stay there, cos you have to walk all the way down the "hill" and cross the overhead bridge to get to the buss top to take bus to school!
or you wait for 173 which takes ages to come!
then ruiqi was like: oh wait, got alternative way to come down!
then ii was like : O,O HAVE MEH?!
ruiqi: ROLL DOWN THE HILL!
wth la, only people like TAY RUIQI would think of this kind of thing!
ruiqi, you said you'd roll down the hill!
So i'd stand below and wait for you and say: GO RUIQI!
hahahaha! =D
zomg so hilarious.

and junqi and I were talking on MSN!
about H1N1!
cos the news said: no assemblys!
then ii was like: YAY NO MORNING ASSEMBLY!
then junqi added: no bsp, no SIL, no morning assembly, no level assembly, no lectures
then ii was like: AHHHH NO SIL?! NO LECTURES?! (there goes my slacking periods)
hhahaaa then ii decided to be retarded and add on: might as well no recess no lunch, the school order packed food for all of us, we sit in class at our own table & eat
hahahaha then junqi was like: noo, 1 class by 1 class go canteen eat! each class 15 minutes!
damn hilarious please!
then ii was damn siao to say: maybe! the bus stop also! regulate the number of people at the bus stop! like assign queues, whatever bus service you take, you queue in that queue, then when that bus comes, some teacher go flag the bus, and only the students taking that bus can go out to the bus stop
zomg so hilarious XD

& thank you very much ruiqi for taking bus all the way from school to here! =)
xiexie ni! <3

but i guess i'm still stuck at home with HER for the next few days
OH WELLS, IT'S WEDNESDAY ALREADY, JUST 2 MORE DAYS. II WILL JIAYOU!

oh my i'm really addicted to that youtube video, it sounds damn good!
=)
& suddenly I think of it:
When school reopens, it'll be term 3!
zomg so fast!
time spent with 306 passes real quickly!
but i really love 306 =)
gah term 3 = closer to term 4 = EOYs
*faints*
but ii don't care! I'm so dragging NIANG! to study with me!
stupid gao xin yi! you better not abandon your poor daughter here!
gah xinyi! I miss you!
Why you quit guzheng? T.T
XINYI!!!!!
suddenly miss the times with xinyi & dancer!
T.T

mmm okay i realised this post is quite long O.O
shall really get started on math SIA!
GO JUSTINA! YOU CONQUERED BIO SIA! you can conquer math SIA too!
=)

1 last attempt to embed the video here!
argh, okay, failed
stupid what's wrong?

mmm shall paste the link here!
go watch! okay no need watch!
LISTEN CAN ALREADY!
damn nice!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

and this video which laoshi showed us on monday during cca!
The story's pretty freaky O.O
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFCE5AVuLe8&feature=related
It's called Son of the Moon, Hijo de la Luna
it's spanish (:

wheeeeee okay!
BYEBYE! <3

2009-06-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

wow ii haven't posted in ages.
my last post was like before SYF?!
hahaha yayy ii love nygz (:
we got our SYF comments back on thursday during CCA!
but so many people weren't around!
mmm basically the comments from the judges were very good (:
one judge said that our movements were too exaggerated =(
and we spent so much effort on our tai feng
pfft
and this other judge just drew a star HAHAHA

yayy it's june hols now (:
went out with ruiqi today!
she brought me to shaw tower
okay ii did manage to do my work (:
but ii was super sleepy >.<
slept at 3am
then ruiqi sms-ed me at 7.34 then ii woke up >.<
mmm ii can think of like so many adjectives to describe tay rui qi :D
noisy, evil, cruel, big bully. HAHA
but there's also:
SUPER NICE, SUPER POKEABLE, SUPER COMFY SHOULDER, NICE HAIR FOR ME TO MESS UP :D
hahaha then it's like towards the evening we were practically doing nothing but random stuff and talking
& ii like to mess ruiqi's hair up (:
oh & ii like to poke ruiqi too (:
ruiqi is like damn nice to poke (:
and hahaha ii finally found somebody with a shoulder as comfy as emily's!
RUIQI'S! =)
and thank you ruiqi like super super alot very very much for bringing me all the way to the bus stop and even took half the bus ride with me!
thank you so much! =)
like you'll even read this =.=
but oh wells!
gahhh super sleepy now. shall go sleep!
=)

JUSTINA!

2009-04-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

sheesh ii haven't posted in a month.
rawr.
shall post about super random stuff.

#1) Seating Arrangement
SHEESH WE CHANGED OUR SEATING thanks to blocks T.T
ii miss sitting with nu er and da ming xing T.T
ii miss morfarkor and green tea bottle caps
okay sitting with natsquare is fun
but nat is so smart T.T

#2) SYF 2009 <33
okay SYF is like 8 days away ZOMGGG
we've had super loads of prep talks
and ii feel guilty + happy + sad
okay on thursday ii finally decided to talk to GARFIELD and ii asked chongmin to come with me
OKAY ii am glad she listened to me
but ii hate it when ii have to keep reminding her
as in, ii tell you once, you remember it right?
you don't need someone to keep nagging at you to keep doing it right?
and it's not liek something very difficult to do
it's just MOVING YOUR BODY YO
sheesh what was the yo for? =.=
ii seriously wonder why some ppl cannot move
to me, to breathe before a bar, it just comes naturally to me
(maybe because i've played piano since ii was 4 and therefore it is so natural to me)
but HELLO! you learnt guzheng from a tender age too what!
so what's so difficult?
everytime during practice sessions, ii see you playing your own pieces
you move until so vigorous
then it comes to SYF pieces, you STONE
COME ON LA
WAKE UP YOUR IDEA
YOU ARE SERIOUSLY NOT THE BEST
this is what li wenjuan told us
she tells her china scholars this" you're not the best seriously. you are only here in Singapore, because you are lucky. You don't have the right to be proud"
WAH SEH FOR ONCE II THANK LIWENJUAN
it seriously makes sense
don't think jsut because you're from china
you come here and yayapapaya
okay ii do admit your skills are a cut above ours
but your attitude?
WE'RE HEAVEN
AND YOU'RE HELL
SEE THE DIFFERENCE?
tmrw morning prac, SYF will be 7 days away
JUST 1 WEEK
CAN YOU PON JUST 1 SESSION OF SCIENCE OLYMPIAD OR WHATEVER SHIT?
JUST 1 SESSION
ii am liek super willing to pon toh-lim aiwah's math remedial
JUST THAT 1 SESSION
WON'T KILL YOU
JUST FOR NYGZ
okay if you don't love NYGZ
then your love for guzheng at least?
we all share the same passion for guzheng right?
we all love this instrument from the bottom of our hearts right?
please
i'm begging you
though ii know you won't read this, but still
ii beg of you
just 7 days

AH RAWR RANT RANT RANT
ii miss sitting with my RANT BAG EMILY NU ER =(

joelle and ii came up with this random term
it's called BEARION
it's BEAR + LION
cos ii kept saying rawr
AHAH

ohhhhhhhhh on friday! good friday!
went out to Cathay to eat Nihon Mura with my family!
AND SISTER INVITED HER BOYFRIEND!
muahahaha
Ru Han Korh Korh is taller than daddy O.O
and ppl look at us like he's our brother
AHAHHA II HAVE A BROTHER
and ru han korh was super nice! he ordered some dishes which we never eat before! and it's superrr nice!!
muahahahaa! ^^

then right the funny thing was: ii was walking with sis and ru han korh to go order food
then ii met valerie from NY SEC3
then ii was smiling to myself la cos ii didn't know she recognise me marh!
then ii walked back to our table cos we forgot to bring the little container to order food and ii walked back and valerie was asking me super enthusiastically: ehh you're from nanyang right! you're the person in the video right?
ZOMG MY L.A SIA VIDEO T.T
SO EMBARASSING
ahh then ii was laughing already and ii said: you're valerie right? the sea-ex leader!
AHAHAH

then ii went back to our table
and ii saw
ZIWEI AND WANGQING WALKING IN
AND II WAS LIKE ZOMGGG WHAT IS THIS? MINI NY GATHERING?
and THEIR TABLE IS NEXT TO MY TABLE AHHHHHH SO FREAKY
then ii looked at their table and it's really all NY girls O.O
and ii think ii saw my junior there ZOMGG
so freakyy
and wangqing wore until ah-hem
she was wearing this black leather jacket (those motorcycle jackets)
HIGH-WAIST LIGHT BLUE JEANS ZOMG
and this cap
okay it's not a cap
what do you call it?
it's those kind of fashionable lady caps which slants to one side?
the one which Rui En wore for the 2005 NDP Video? =.=
ahhh yeah that's the only thing ii can relate it to
and the cap is black with pink flowers on it
zomggg

ahh but ru han korh was blocking them :D
so ii couldn't see them most of the time
walked around and bought BIG GULP to share with mum & sis!
cos ii was super thirsty
then mum suggested driving up to Mount Faber
:D
the view was superrrrrrrr nice!
and the Jewel Box IS SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL
II SWEAR II WANT TO DINE THERE SOME DAY
it seems pretty expensive too *ouch*
walked around
then it was super funny
ii walked past this bus stop sign then ii looked and it and said: EHHH JIE JIE YOU COME SEE! GOT BUS SERVICES CALL A, T & S EHHHHH! SO COOLLL!
*sister walks over*
"ALAMAK YOU BLUR LA! it's not bus services! it's the index for roads la!"
=.= AHAHAHA
II AM SOO DUMB
then daddy and mummy were holding hands awwwwwwww
so my sis and ii held hands too :D
but we gave up =.=
we both have sweaty palms
ahahaha
then as we walked suddenly ii saw this black thing moving
then ii almost screamed
then my sister shhhh me
and ii looked behind and ii realised: IT WAS A BANGLA STANDING THERE
WAH LAU
NO WONDER II CANNOT SEE HIM LA
i'm not racist or anything okay
it's just so freaky!
cos it was like 10.30 at night!
then another group walked past us
BLASTING SONGS FROM THEIR HP
in their language AHAHA
stood there with my family admiring the super nice view!!!! ^^
okay then drove home
wahahaha (:

ii need more mugging dates =(
ii actually managed to finish mugging chem at home today
wow
exception of chemical formulae
going to move to tthat soon
rawr
ii shall
end
my
blog
post
here

JUSTINA MOM LOVES EMILY NU ER! <333>

2009-02-18T15:26:00.002+08:00

sheesh. been abandoning my blog for so long! >.<

been quite busy since school started, and honestly la, sec3 is still okay for me =)

at least FOR NOW.

HAHA OKAY life in 306 is pretty fun! ^^

my NICE NICE (ah-hem) table partners are EMILY & WEISHAN!

ii am like laughing in every lesson, esp weishan keep making stupid jokes to make us laugh!
"The bee is attracted to the flowers on her dress!"

"OH we love 茉莉花！"

"1 marble. 1 marble!" (emily's favourite)

oh but it's been changed to BEANS
OMG
"Tell me the gradient and I'll give you 1 BEAN!"
OMG WTF =.=

WOW AND NEXT MONDAY IS OBS
OMGG =.=

dieeee!

emily is super looking forward to OBS
WHILE II AM SUPER LOOKING FORWARD TO GRACES CAMP!!! <33

1 year T.T

actually ii wanted to post LOTS OF STUFF
but ii can't remember =.=
so ii guess i'll just type whatever comes to my mind

1) ii guess i've learnt many things after coming to NY and 306
seriously, don't believe stereotypes of people

after getting to know some people in 306 ii really really am surprised
but at least ii know the truth =)

2) Guzheng

OMG SYF 2009 is like coming real soon!!

honestly i'm scared and PISSED

seriously, WHAT DO YOU TAKE SYF AS?

JUST A COMPETITION?

IT'S NOT JUST A COMPETITION

IT'S A COMPETITION WHICH MEANS ALOT TO NYGZ

ESPECIALLY 2 OF YOU, SAD TO SAY YOU ARE SEC4S, BUT SORRY II DON'T REGARD YOU AS MY SENIOR!

WHAT DO YOU TAKE PRACTICE SESSIONS AS?

for you to come when you feel like coming?

for you to skip if you don't feel like coming?

seriously where's your commitment to guzheng?

you turn up for practices at 3.45!

when we're supposed to report much much much earlier

you don't bother keeping back the tables and chairs and you are the 1st to leave

even if you do come to practices, when lao shi says we prac ourselves

POOF THE SYF SCORE DISAPPEARS FROM YOUR MUSIC STAND AND YOU ARE DOWN THERE PLAYING YOUR OWN PIECES?!

AND YOU ARE EXPERIENCED AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE TO COME IN FOR YOUR SOLO?!

ii don't know why laoshi gave you that solo

YOU DON'T DESERVE IT AT ALL

and when laoshi is recording, we all know to keep quiet and listen when it's not our turn to play

YOU?

YOU MAKE SU CH A FREAKING LOUD NOISE WITH YOUR BLOODY PLASTIC BAG

seriously I HATE YOU LA!

pfft.

HEH SHEESH totally just released everything above ><

controlling my anger for super long

guess ii have no mood to type anymore.

shall post loads of pics!

UNGLAM SENIORS!! XD
Tong zhen, ruth & chongmin! (:

HAHAA!

DONE BY EMILY! the mickey mouse was her senior's birthday present!

so cute!!!

CHEM LAB! =)

JUSTINA REALLY LOVES TWILIGHT SAGA! <333

306! <33

THE BEAR IS MEANT FOR THE CUTE BIRTHDAY GIRL! =)

JUSTINA LOVES EMILY!

ALOT =)
*don't think wai wai worh*

STUPID EMILY!!

EMILY'S BLING BLING PHONE! HAHA

ii really really love emily!

HAHAHA =D

ALL THE STUFF II GOT FOR VALENTIN'ES DAY! <33

pics taken on CNY DAY 2 WITH CARISSA BESTIE! <33

mummy, ii hope your operation goes well.

daddy, ii hope your neck gets better.

sister, ii hope you achieve great results for A levels!

THANK YOU EMILY RANTBAG FOR EVERYTHING! =)

a story through pictures

2009-01-10T23:55:00.004+08:00

apologies for abandoning my blog for so long
been busy after school re-opened
but ii decided that ii should post something about my trip to australia
though ii have another post (currently half done) about the details
staring at my wallpaper in the computer, i realised how much ii missed this part of australia, how beautiful it was and ii decided ii must show you all the lovely pictures =)

This beautiful place, which I will always remember. The moment I saw it, i was really shocked by its beauty and the only thing I could do was to take as many pictures as I could, and I did =)
And where is this beautiful place?

The 12 Apostles, along the magnificent Great Ocean Road, in the state of Victoria, Australia =)

this is me, standing with the super beautiful 12 apostles =D, in the afternoon

the 12 apostles, during sunset =)

the sun is setting already, the ending of another day

the sun disappears, the end of the day

and of course, my favourite picture, Twilight =)

This is the thing I remember most & love most from my trip to Australia =)
P.S. When the limestone rocks were renamed the 12 Apostles, they were actually only 9 left standing, as 3 were gone due to erosion.
Sadly, another 1 of the limestone rocks crumbled on 3rd July 2005, leaving only 8 standing.
Many present were shocked by the collapse of one of the 12 apostle and said: "I'd never thought I'd see one of this beautiful things collapse in my entire lifetime."

Justina is crazy in love with this beautiful landmark, and really wants to go there again in her lifetime =)

New hairstyle! =)

2008-12-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

hello! =)
sorry for neglecting my blog for so long!
past 2 weeks have been CCA 4 times a week, each day from 9-5 T.T
ii feel like i'm going to work! =(
but lunches have been pretty fun! =)
except for the few days where ii had to stay back to practise for my guzheng exam =(
and ii fell sick on the 2nd day =(
but ii got well within a night! ^^
meeting joelle every morning at choa chu kang and take bus to school together
SUPER FUN! ^^
except ii hate the morning LRT crowd =(
ii short very nice to bully ah
push me here and there
STUPID
guzheng exam on 26th november was mmm pretty okay ._.
no comments
then on thursday joelle was super happy!
cos she could finally come out for lunch with us! =)
thursday (27th nov) went coro with joelle and en ning!
en ning was like some crazy woman like that =.=
so high =.=
then at golden rooster met 2 old classmates
really old
HAHA cos they GEP-ed to another school in p3/4
Ten Ting Kai =.=
Ang Tan Yang =.=
ii was like super shocked when ii saw the shirt with the name ting kai!
then it struck me there was this guy in my p2 class called ten ting kai who was supper funny
hahahh
then tan yang saw me and sorta recognized me ><
AH WHO CARES =)
friday went KAP with joelle! ^^
hahahaha it was super super fun!
joelle had a SUPER appetite (:
and we finally arranged an outing!
for the 3 little pigs!
Mabel, Joelle & Justina!
and JESSICA CHOO! is coming along too YAY! ^^
finally can go out together =)
oh yeah joelle! don't forget YOU ARE IMPORTANT =)
HAHAHAHA

II FINALLY REBONDED MY HAIR ON SATURDAY 29TH NOVEMBER 2008
WHEEEEEEEEEEE
super super satisfied with my new hair (:
cos it's super super straight now! ^^
went to the salon at like 10 in the morning
came home at 2 plus
4 HOURS AT THE SALON =.=
ohhhh & ii cut my hair too! before ii did the rebonding (:
v-shaped my hair AGAIN
thinned it (: (SO HAPPY TO GET RID OF THE SUPER THICK HAIR II HAVE)
and my fringe is short again! ^^
ii brought twilight there to read
(HAHAH YES I'VE STARTED READING TWILIGHT! AND II LOVE IT! )
and the kids there were like staring at my book O.O
and 1 was like: wah that jiejie read the book so thick ah
II ALMOST BURST OUT LAUGHING
there were a few other kids
super irritating
so noisy
hahaha anyway!
ii took a few pictures of the process while the hairdresser walked away to attend to other customers
ii look super weird but still TA-DA!
JUSTINA LOVES HER NEW HAIRSTYLE! =)

The hairdresser went to clip my hair up with lots of clips in the weird places, preparing to trim it
and then she walked away =.=
so ii took this photo
ii look super siao HAHA =D

TWILIGHT! <33

hahaha my hair was finally straight (:

my hair is white! HAHHA NO LAH
it was some cream/chemical she applied onto my hair to make the straightness last
and the kids stared at me too O.O

and the next few photos will be all my zi-lian photos of my new hairstyle! =)
II LOVE MY NEW HAIR =)

the next few photos ii feel so ah-lian-ish ><

HAHAHAH OKAY THAT'S IT =)
JUSTINA LOVES HER NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!!!!!!!!! <33333

More pictures! =)

2008-11-14T23:50:00.003+08:00

pictures of japanese cultural festival & choral & drama night in this post!

CHORAL & DRAMA NIGHT 2008 <3333

HAHAHA YUKA IN HER C.O JACKET! SOOOO CUTE!

US WATCHING IN THE AUDI =)

GHOSTLY PICTURE OF MYSELF! =D

yayy! 3 pics of me & rosanne! my romeo! <3>

tania & me! dearest lao-nia! =)

kah mun & me! math rep, jap table partner, sec2 term2 table partner =)

Junqi & me! sec1 term 2 table partner, sec2 term 4 table partner =)

Sumei & me! =)

Xing ying & me! HAHA XY YOU LOOK SPASTIC!

SARA! =D BINDUSARA! =)

JULIE! with jianing in the background!

TRICIA! LAB PARTNERRRR!

Chuan Ling! =)

Jessie Tee! =)

JOLENE ONG! HAHAHAH =D

Shannon! SHA YEO YEO! =)

Yunge! my prince!

Joyce! =)

Celeste! (:

Lynn! (:

Beishi! se bei bei! (:

Amanda! dear monitress! =)

Sai Ying! HAHAHA II TOOK A PICTURE WITH THE TERRORIST! =O

Chen Xi! DANCER!! =)

JIANING GUAI KIA MEI GUO REN! =)

YIXUAN! MUCHAGBI! =)

Jo Ling! pineapple! =)

HAHAHA THIS IS ME! =D

me, zi-lian-ing again! =)

Japanese Cultural Festival!

& a few more random pictures! =D

yayy! that's all! =)

Photos! =)

2008-11-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

yayy finally here to upload the photos! ^^

Barbecue at Carissa's house!

MAHJONG!! <33

BLANCO! =D soooo cute right?

THE FOOD! =D

BRYSON KORH! LOL

CLASS CHALET PICTURES! <33

GROUP PHOTO! =D

JOLENE! SO CUTE!

Rosanne & Justina! Romeo & Juliet! =)

Class outings to SAM & Sentosa! =D

Other random pics:

this pic of rosanne is super nice! the lighting in the audi makes it looks super creepy!

lol bubble tea-ing with xinyi & jess. choo

JERRY YAN! <3

THE PIC OF THE SUPER SUPER SHUAI PERSON WHO ACTED AS JERRY YAN WHEN HE WAS YOUNG <3

Jerry Yan & Zhou Cai Shi hugging in Hot Shot <3

my new white flats! =)

pics of japanese cultural festival & chorale & drama night will be up in next post (around midnight) =D

CHORAL & DRAMA NIGHT! =)

2008-11-13T00:49:00.004+08:00

CHORAL & DRAMA NIGHT 2008

12TH NOVEMBER 2008

205 ROCKED THE STAGE!!! =D

okayy this part is dedicated to dearest 205B! =D
205B! we've really come a really really long way for our play!
& I'LL SAY WE DID A DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD JOB & WE REALLY ROCKED!
II LOVE ALL OF YOU OKAY? =)
ii still remember us bringing our pre-texts, talking about them, combining them

and me forgetting to bring my pre-text ><>

then it was combining them!

YES AND OUR GROUP

WE CAME UP WITH THAT BEAUTIFUL IDEA

OF THE HEARTBEAT ROMANCE THING

IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET!!! =)

though we didn't have a chance to make it come true, we had a lot of fun DISCUSSING!

then we got down to writing our play!

though ii wasn't part of the script-team, we had a lot of fun! especially with the bali scene! =D

ii still remember discussion time, sara and xingying suddenly talking about hot german footballers and me and jianing and junqi go HUH?! O.O

then it was 1st finalisation of script

allocation of roles

though this process of allocation wasn't a very happy one, with lots of shouting and screaming involved, with lots of tears, we all are happy with our roles aren't we? =D

ii still rmb me, the violinist who played 1 second of the song and got scolded by nick ng during assessment!

TANIA & SHANNON! our 2 lead roles! you guys have really really made BIG BIG IMPROVEMENT

from not even daring to look at each other, to now, ii can feel the chemistry between the 2 of you

GREAT JOB DONE MY SHA YEO YEO & LAO-NIA! :D

after that was all the discussion of costumes & props & movements, all the crazy ideas!

that incident, over $$, though very unpleasant, but we all became closer and grew from thereYAY!^^

after that was whoo! drama assessment!

all the rehearsals, though short and very messy, WE HAD A LOT OF FUN!

rmb the guns we used as props?

SO COOL RIGHT? =)

we flunked our 1st drama assessment, we were all disappointed

however our 2nd drama assessment wasn't so bad after all right? =D

and to now: CHORAL & DRAMA NIGHT!

as ii stood behind the curtains waiting for my turn to enter in the jap war scene, ii was super nervous and worried (there is a reason) THANK YOU JULIE FOR CALMING ME DOWN! =)

ii was like: OH MY GOD WHY SO FAST THE WEDDING SCENCE ALREADY?! AHHHHHHHHHH

then before ii knew it, julie ran out of the curtains and it was time =D

"SELLING CAKES, 1 FOR 10 CENTS" MY BEAUTIFUL LINE! =D

it was real fun acting as a vendor, with su mei waving her japanese flags and julie with her cute buns and arguing with ngiam =)

and then poof! ii was backstage, changing into my next costume, struggling with the irritating belt ><

ah then on stage again ><

real fun "talking" to jolene and amanda and lynn and ngiam! we always talk about CHOCOLATES!

YES II LOVE WHITE CHOCOLATE <3

and our wonderful count down movements!

SO FUNNY! =D
terrorist walks in, we die in the bomb blast, and get up, as ghosts

walking at speed 3, queueing up to choose to reincarnate/go to heaven

pushing the lovers apart

it all happened so fast! suddenly it was all over!

no regrets NOTHING AT ALL

205b, great job done! =)

205A, also great job done! =)

to the people who gave me flowers/gifts THANK YOU SO MUCH! =)

EN NING: CUTE JUNIOR! <3 handwriting =")

JAMIE: Mortal! <3>

PEI QI: Mortal! <3 day =")">

OH & THANK YOU BOTH MORTALS FOR THE CUTE TEDDY BEAR! II LOVE IT! =)

XIN YI: OMGG YOU'RE REALLY SWEET!!! =) thanks for the really really touching card & lovely present! and you know what! this is really fate! the last capsule ii read, your letter inside wrote: LAST LETTER! IT'S LIKE FATED! 15 capsules, 15 notes, THANK YOU SO MUCH! =)

i'll rmb your wise advice & put them to good use =) I'LL THINK OF YOU WHEN II DRINK BUBBLE TEA =)

CHUANLING: hahaha ii really didn't expect you to write that letter =) really really touched that you noticed it and thanks for encouraging me! =) thanks for the cookies! =)

YUKA: THANK YOU FOR THE CUTE LITTLE RED LETTER! DON'T WORRY, I'LL STILL BE YOUR BUS PARTNER FOR JAPANESE IN SEC3 & 4! DON'T WORRY! ^^

TANIA: HEYYY LAO-NIA! =D thanks for the nice letter & the nice birthday present! ii still don't know where to hang it though ><>

okayy! something which many ppl have done! ii have not! now ii am going to do it!

dedications! ^^

1) Chen Xi! DANCER!! yes yes you've really been a very very important part of my life in sec2, always tolerating my nonsense, my weird phobias of seniors, vending machines & crowds & stall holders, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE <3>

2) Shan Ping! HELLO SEC1 TERM 3 TABLE PARTNER! ^^

it's term 3 right? ><>

3) Jie Ying! ahhh ii'm not that close to you ><

BUT STILL! SEC1 FPS! CHAMPION TEAM FOR SEMESTER 2! WE ROCKED OKAY? =)

ii will never forget all the fun in FPS, our lobster problem, and our genius solutions in time-trial! ^^

stay jie-ying-ish ><

HAHAHA

4) Evie! ahhh i'm not that close to you too ><

still! thanks for being such a great classmate! =)

5) GAO XIN YI! =) niang2! my mother! HAHA! =D okay thanks for all the fun in guzheng these 2 years, though we got off to a very rough start, we eventually became close friends =) thanks for all the fun we've had, especially during recesses! i'll never forget your obsession with dead bodies, blood, eyeballs & PHISH-PHISH! ^^ we didn't do any projects together, except for L.A projects cos you take SMP! but still LIT CIRCLE WAS FUN RIGHT? =) *WINKS* THANKS FOR ALL THE STUDY DATES IN SCHOOL <3>

DATE ME IN SEC3 TOO! =D

6) Vanessa! hahah sec1 term 1 desk mate

first got to know you by sitting next to you, hearing your stories of you & ____, hahah that period of time was really fun =) all the best in sec3! ^^

7) YUKA GOH! ^^ SOY-SAUCE! ^^ MOPIKO! =) i've had so much fun with you throughout these 2 years, JAP CLASSES, me falling asleep and you poking me awake, in sec2, we're in difff jap classes, it's kah mun to wake me up but tshe falls asleep sometimes too! thanks for always listening to my weirdo stories & letting me poke you! ^^ i'll really miss hearing your voice! ^^

8) YUNGE! MY PRINCE! HAHAHAH chinese pro! sec2 term 1 desk mate! I'VE HAD SO MUCH FUN SITTING NEXT TO YOU, LAUGHING AND TALKING ABOUT MANY MANY STUFF! do well in YQP yeah? =) & CARRY ON WITH YOUR WONDERFUL SINGING!

9) Jessie Tan! hahah if you still remember this, sec1 husband =) hahahah though for a short period of time, it was fun with you and vanessa =)

10) Jessie Tee! FPS GROUPMATE, CHEMISTRY SIA & PHYSICS SIA GROUPMATE! ^^

we've had so much fun during chem sia! doing the stains, applying the detergents, measuring the length of the stains! physics sia! we played with our beautiful catapult! =D fps was great with you, junqi & xichen ;D

11) Celeste! sec1 term 2 tablemate, sec2 term 4 tablemate,

heyy! you're really quiet & ii don't know how to talk to you at times ><>

12) Bei Shi! hahaha bear! i'll miss your laughter & se bei bei jokes! =D

13) KAH MUN! JAP in-direct TABLE PARTNER! sec2 term 2 table partner! I'VE HAD SO MUCH FUN SITTING WITH YOU IN TERM 2! =) us occupying the space all around us! YOU'VE BEEN A VERY EFFICIENT MATH REP! WHOOOO! thanks for poking me awake in jap classes & i'll poke you some more too! ALL THE BEST OKAY? =) the 4 of us can still be bus-partners! ALL THE BEST IN COUNCIL!

14) Audrey!

hey girl! ;D yeah okay firstly, we got off to really really really bad start & it really lasted very long, but i'm glad we resolved everything yeah? =) sorry for all the bad things i've done, bitching behind your back, it's all over okay? =) ALL THE BEST!

15) Yixuan! MUCHAGBI! HAHAHAHA I'VE HADA LOT A LOT OF FUN WITH YOU ON ALL THE STUDY DATES <3><>

STAY SMART IN MATH & SCIENCE PROG OKAY? =)

16) Esther! AUNTIE HAN! =) hahaha you another tall person! all the best yeah? =D

17) Marie! HEY WIFE! HAHAHAH the person born 1 day after me! =D art lessons have been fun with you and sai ying across the table! ^^

18) Chuan Ling! =)

HELLO! it was fun doing projects with you for a short period of time in sec1, ALL THE BEST FOR COUNCIL! =)

19) Sai Ying! =) WIFE! <3>.<) continue to let your creativity flow! =)

20) Nerice! =)

YAYY! okay to say the truth, ii really hen she bu de to leave you. i've been with you all the way since p2, though we weren't close, but still it's been 7 years together in the same class. stay hardworking okay? =) see you around in jap lessons! ^^

21) Jolene! =D

AHAHAHAH JOLENEEEEEEEEEE

II WANT TO SEDUCE YOU AGAIN HAHAHAHAHHAA

okay okay ONG TICKO! =) (no one calls you that anymore T.T) ii feel really really lucky, cos everyone else said they'll miss not seeing 'sexy jolene' written on the board anymore and i'm really lucky cos im going to 306 with you and shannon and so many other ppl! about what happened in sec1, ii don't blame you at all (: hahha in fact, i'm very thankful to you and shannon! ^^ both of you taught me to find my true self, and to get up when ii fall! =)

it was really really great having you in 205, brightening up the class with your pervo jokes!

jiayous for netball! =)

22) Rosanne! =)
AH YOU my romeo!

& fellow bus-partner! Lit circle has been fun with you crapping around! our group is unique! cos we have the romeo & juliet! me and you! =D hahahah do well in 305 yeah? =)

lucky ppl do the 5 all the way, 105, 205, 305, 405

JIAYOUS KAY? =)

23) Sara!

HELLO SARA PANGG! BINDUSARA! =)

did a few projects with you this year! =)

geog assignment 1 was great! & so was lit circle! =)

do well in volleyball okay? =)

24) Su Mei!

hahaha hello lao huang! ahh ii know you love to hug me! =D cos i'm so pathetically small-sized =(

still can hug me next year kay? =) but please please let me know you're around >.<>

25) Jo Ling!

Pineapple! FPS in sec1 has been fun with you! the lobster thingum was your idea right? ;D

HAHAHAH THAT WAS SUPER FUNNY

see you in 306 next year! ^^

26) Lynn!

hello my twin cum fellow backstage manager! =)

you smart person! do well in maths & science yeah? =)

27) Amanda!

dear dear monitress! thank you for being so patient with 205, tolerating all our nonsense & our always taking so long to settle down etc etc. and being such a nice and patient director for 205B!

& of course! for letting me seduce your boyfriend jolene! HAHAHA seriously ii do weird things when ii get high =D

sing well okay?

28) Xing Ying

haiya tsk tsk tsk. husband ah. we break up how many times since sec1 ah? we everyday patch back divorce patch back divorce ii lost count already eh! you ah! so scandalous! behind my back go flirt tsk tsk

hahaha i'll be in the same class as you EGO person! HAHAH

hearing your laughter for another 2 years wheeeeeee! ^^

29) Joyce

HELLO HELLO! =D though we didn't really talk much, but you're really really not cold! you're really super friendly okay? =)

see you around in jap jap classes!

30) Tania!

LAO-NIA! my ICT lab partner! HAHAH

it was great having you around! i'll miss your obsession with pink! and ballet! but you really really dance very well!

we'll still be bus partners for jap jap classes okay? =)

of course! if you're nervous before exams, fly to my class & i'm always here to offer you a hug! ^^

and my lap is freely available for you to lie on! HAHHA =D

31) ME! =D

32) Tricia!

LAB PARTNER! all the science practicals have been really really fun with you! ii still rmb the chemistry experiment in sec 1! to make crystals! everyone else got beautiful crystals except us =(

ii rmb we both were very disappointed cos our experiment went wrong, but it's okay right? =D

i'm so lucky to be in the same class as you next year and hopefully we'll be lab partners again okay? =)

33) Julie!

OMG II ALMOST TYPED JULIET =.=

HAHAHAHAHAH DEAR DRAMA REP! thank you for being patient with 205b!

& i'd never forget that incident =)

ii was crying really really badly but you were there for me, comforting me, telling me everything was going to be all right & i'd get over it. you dedicated your whole lunch time to me, thank you so much <3>

34) JIANING!

HELLO MY GUAIKIA CUM MEI GUO REN!

ii still rmb that history lesson!

it was so funny & that was when the mei guo ren came about! go to sec3 still must rmb me the mei guo ren okay? =D

ii really enjoyed all the study dates at woodlands with you, block test 2 mugging sessions were super effective! =D

and the outings we had! all the fun! and all the bubble tea sessions at woodlands with junqi! =)

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME WITH ALL THE SONGS II WANTED ON THE INTERNET AND LISTENING TO ME RANT ON AND ON ON MSN ><

i'll miss campwhoring with your nice nice phone camera! =D

35) Shannon!

HELLO HELLO SHA YEO YEO! hahahaha ;D

you really very very cute eh! ii really feel very very lucky to be in the same class as you for the next 2 years! thank you for the important lesson you have taught me in sec1 =)

it has really helped me a lot alot

STAY CUTE OKAY? SHA YEO YEO! =)

36) Junqi!

HELLO HELLO! =D

we were close for a period of time in sec1, though it was very short, ii really enjoyed the friendship and was very thankful for having a friend like you =)

we sat together in sec1 term 2, for a few days and ii had to change place >.<

but we got to sit together in sec2 term 4 again! ii've had a lot of fun with you during lessons, talking about the lessons, ferrari cars, hong kong dramas & actors & actresses, and many other stuff! thanks for always offering me sweets during lessons to keep me awake!

geog assignment 3 (counting cars) was really great fun with you! standing on the overhead bridge, counting cars, with ppl walking up to us, peering over our shoulders, trying to see whether we were traffic police, recording number plates HAHA

and of course! the 1st person who introduced me to something called NEOPRINT

the 1st person who brought me to a neo-print shop, the 1st person whom ii took neoprints with, the 1st person ii decorated neoprints with

thank you! =)

all the best for concert band & sec3! ^^

stay smart & cute!

all the memories i've had with 205, will all be deeply etched in my heart

thank you to every single member of 205, for all that you've given me, the valuable lessons you've taught me, the love you all have showered me, thank you <3

coming into 105'07, ii was arrogant, proud, bossy and ignorant of how others around me felt,

ii dare not say i've changed a lot

but ii am proud to say 205 has changed me into a better person

ii feel much more accepted now,

ii feel much happier now

ii feel myself changing, from negative to positive

thank you 205 <3

pictures soon! ^^

Class chalet! <33

2008-10-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

CLASS CHALET IS <3333
II LOVE 205 <3
enjoyed myself so much!! =)

left house and went to pick dancer up!
reached pasir ris coasta sands resort
FOUND M-07!
then went in
amanda, jolene, jianing and lynn were already there
PILLOW FIGHT!
then went to walk walk bare-footed with dancer along the pool there
slacked around, nothing much
AMAZING RACE! <3
mwahahah ii am a facilitator!
my LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY GROUPMATES: Jolene! Yuka! Rosanne! Evie! Chen Xi!
OUR GROUP IS CALLED MRT!
MY ROMANTIC TEAM <3
AHAHAHAHA ;D
first stop was the sir stamford raffles thingum!
didn't do it cos it was raining!
so next stop!
raffles city!
played the pokey game!
HAHAHAH GREAT JOB DONE! <3
next was cinileisure!
JOLENE DOES WONDERFUL IMITATIONS OF MOVIE POSTERS!
HAHAHHA
after that was HMV at HEEREN!
OMGGG the album ii thought of was: HARD CANDY BY MADONNA =.=
and hahahah you guys cant sing 4 minutes!
"grab a boy, grab a girl"
this stupid line came to my head
and we ended up singing HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 1
WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
we stood outside HMV and hummed,
yuka says: we all hum until we want to da bian!
hahahah you all really souded like you guys wanted to ><
mwahahah ii love being facilitator <3
after that was FAR EAST!
went to the gothic shop!
evie wore a coool black dress!
and then next was ngee ann city KFC!
CHICKEN WALK
HAHHA YOU GUYS VERY SPORTING EH!
*CLAP CLAP*
then we made our way back to pasir ris without doing the sir stamford that station =(
went arcade play basketball!
SUPER FUN EH!
then bought the nuggets and went back chalet!
PIZZA FOR DINNER!
SUSHI FOR DINNER !
NUGGETS FOR DINNER!
WANG LAO SHI'S CAKE FOR DINNER!
to think ii only ate 1 slice of pizza! =O
then went to shower WITH MY CONTACTS ON!
WHOOOOOOOOOO!
*CLAP CLAP*
thank you chen xi for standing outside the cubicle contstantly reminding me to close my eyes!
went back the chalet and WENT OUT FOR MOVIE!
20TH CENTURY BOYS!
hahahha had 1 hour ++ so went to play arcade
VAN AND EVIE ARE SUPER PRO AT DDR LARHS!
then went to play bball for fun =.=
and ii know ii suck :D
then watched them play car racing!
AND SHANNON DRAGGED ME TO PLAY DAYTONA
HAHAHAHA NOT BAD LARHS
MET HUI LIN AT THE ARCADE!
damn funny
hui lin: hello!
me: HUH?
hui lin: you are ruth's junior right?
me: ahhh yeah, eh wait are you hui lin?
hui lin: AHHH YEAH YEAH
both start laughing
hahahahaa
then yeap 20th century boys is damn cool larhs!
but that stupid character "friend" APPEARS WITHOUT WARNING ONE LARHS
THEN THAT STUPID EEEEE MUSIC WILL PLAY
DAMN SCARY CAN
and whenever he comes out, ii will just grab xinyi's hand and she grabs mine
OMG TELEPATHY
THEN SUDDENLY THE WHOLE ROW OF US LINKING HANDS
hahahahaa
and evie cannot stop laughing!
hahaha
and ii used that postcard thingum to cover my eye!
but when side a faces me, it's that stupid symbol
when side b faces me, it's that stupid guy
BOTH SIDES ALSO SCARE ME
pffft
"kenji kun, asobimashiyou!"
HAHAHAHA THIS STUPID STATEMENT REPEATED HOW MANY THOUSAND TIMES DURING THE MOVIE!
after the movie ended headed back to chalet!
didnt sleep!
talked with xinyi and yunge by thet poolside!
shannon came along later =)
went to the lobby to talk some more
FELL ASLEEP
omgg so embarassing & unglam =(
got scolded by that receptionist
then 6am!
went to watch sunrise!
AND WE GOT DRENCHED IN MUD
WONDERFUL
but the sunrise was beautiful <3
headed back to chalet
showered
went out to sentosa
train ride was .________.
ii fell asleep standing up
hahaha
reached harbour front
they went for breakfast
totally no appetite to eat
then went to sentosa
hahaha
they wnet to play vball
ii went to the water with xuan! and shannon!
stupid shannon you ah!
dont try to push me into the water ah!
dont need to act nice, what hold my hand we go inside together =.=
played captain's ball as a class (not really a class, more like half)
hahahha
they went for more vball
ii dragged yuka & tania to join me to soak in the water!
rosanne spotted hwa chong guys and
ii dont think he's sec2 can!
wah lau eh so tall sec2
and sec2 got such nice abs meh? X)
hahahaha and it RAINED
so we all huddled under this pathetic thingum
the rest went cycling
didnt want to go
sara and xingying went to swim
scandy eh xingying ;D
and they played more vball
and they started building DYNAMITES?!
what emily?
then they stopped playing and built sand castles!
hahahaha
chuan chuan thinks guys who do art are cool
and yes! im super curious to know what kind of guys shannon will go for!
yes tania! ii go for music guys =)
hahah and you all make me sound so scandalous! =(
i'm not okay!
i'm just super super guai & pure ;D
shannon and ii stoned under that wooden hut and talked
hahhaha
and xiaobudian you fell asleep!
omg and ii fell asleep too, while sitting down
until ii found myself tilting sideways so ii woke up
yuan ming and herlinda wore until so O.O
literally O.O
HAHAHA
they went to shower
and they took so long
II FELL ASLEEP OUTSIDE THE TOILET WAITING FOR THEM
sai ying fell asleep too
hahha omgg im such a pig, sleep so much ><
went to vivo
sighhh
nothing much to say larhs seriously
spent 20 minutes looking for the damn bus interchange
got lost in vivo
WTF LARHS SERIOUSLY
WTFF
ii feel like an idiot walking around alone larhs

that's about all for class chalet!
pictures soon! =)

2008-09-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

MAF performance at hwa chong today!
arrived at school, waited at audi for mabel!
then in the end joelle came earlier! haha
had prac as usual
we BARELY SET UP OUR GUZHENGS
and in walked the alumni choir
=( AND THEY DROVE US OUT!!!
so moved outside to the empty space
prac-ed
then we ate the macs we ordered! =D
high tea! lols!
changed into costume etc etc
boarded the bus to hc, stood AGAIN =(
yeah usual stuff at HC
SHU HUI CAME TO FIND US!!
=)
then ate dinner
gosh ii had no appetite to eat dont know why
so ii ate like only less than 1/4 of the packet >.<
went down with chongmin and saw qiyan!
she's in hc chinese dance! omg so cool so cool!
and she still looks so sweet =)
went back to the classroom
mabel, joelle, chongmin, en ning, wei ping & me!
hahahah talked alot and HAD A LOT OF FUN LAUGHING TOGETHER!
then yuhui (dearest angel <3) came too! =D
took pics! =)
then had our performance
hahahah so funny!
ii sat down, and spotted jianing and she spotted me too
jianing starts to wave like crazy
and ii could only smile at her =/
hahahha performance was ._.
the mike got problem larhs
cannot hear the others so yeah didnt enjoy the performance >.<
sighh and the bad thing happened =(
on the way to the pick-up area, ii was carrying my guzheng, my guzheng stand + my bag down the stairs
and ii didnt see properly cos yeah larhs the skirt very long marhs!
so ii FELL ON THE STEPS
and my whole guzheng and jiao fell down with me too =(
omg im sorry my dearest guzheng >.<
my guzheng slammed the floor DAMN HARD
thankfully ii didnt break anything ><
and yeah ii started tearing ._.
gosh ii cry damn easily
so sat at the steps there
until the bus came
boarded and sat this time round cos of my legg
now my shin hurts badly, very badly =(
help! =(
okay hahah PICTURES! <3

SHU HUI & ME! <333

CHONGMIN JIE JIE & ME! <333
mwahahah she looks so cute in the conductor suit =D

me, mabel & joelle! =)
CLIQUE <3

our guzhengs against the court! (taken on tues during rehearsal)

our guzheng jiaos! (taken on tues during rehearsal)

okay im off to complete my UNDONE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!
byebye! =)

random photos!

2008-09-05T15:51:00.003+08:00

shall upload some pics!
super random! =D

Carissa & me! BESTIES <33>

we heart bubble tea! =)

we heart the sky! =)

SUCCESSFUL JUMP SHOT OF ME! =D

SUCCESSFUL JUMP SHOT OF CARISSA! =D